As some of you may know, me & Lee have been fighting for almost 6 weeks. Since my grandparents are away in Langkawi since Wednesday, July 15th (OMG!! Lily's & Raziman's new anniversary!! XD JUST realised that) until next month, I snuck out to Sunway Lagoon. SERIOUSLY!! I. Snuck. Out. No joke. I am NOT pulling anyone's leg. If any of you don't know the meaning of that, WTH?!
Anyways, I told my grandparents, my maids, my dad & step mom (which I'm sure made the rest of the family know too) that I'm going to Kompleks 3K for swimming. Before that, I'm suppose to get my retainers.
Okay. It was like this. I had tuition in the morning from 9-11. Before that, I got a call from the dentist centre saying my appointment is at 11.30. So I texted my step mom about it & unfortunately, I found out after tuition that she never checked her phone AT ALL because it wasn't with her. WTF?! What has she been doing for 2 straight hours for NOT having her friggin' phone with her?! Anyways, I called up my dad bla bla bla so he said he's gonna get ready. So I calmed down a little & decided to watch TV.
Half an hour passed & I called my dad up asking where he was. He said he was STILL at home. I was like,"WTH?! Why's he STILL at home for?!" but obviously I didn't SAY that. I just screamed it in my head. He said it was because my brother was sleeping bla bla bla excuses excuses excuses & he'll be on his way. So I tried to calm myself AGAIN until ANOTHER half an hour passed. So I got pissed, called my granddad & told him about it then I just decided to call Atuk so that he'll send me instead.
So got there like SUPER late which was at 1+ (damn shit, right? =.=") , the dentist, Dr. Sunil (at least I think that's how you spell the dude's name AND he's pretty good-looking ;D) ajar me how to put it on & take 'em off. He was surprised I could do it really quick because he said it took the other patients about 20-30 minutes to 'master' it. I was like,"O... kay. That's a little too slow there". So I told Atuk to send me to Lagoon while begging him not to tell the rest of the family.
So I trusted him, sent me there, met up with Joanne, wanted to go Scream Park but we were wet so we couldn't go in, went back down & finally back at the Surf Beach. She said,"You wanna go talk to Lee? Go ahead".
So I helped myself by searching for him but sadly, he wasn't at where he was when I saw him before me & Joanne walked all the way to Scream Park for nothing. I noticed the ropes which meant the surfing was about to begin. I looked at the lifeguards' hangout & noticed he wasn't there eating with his mates. Then, I saw him, wearing the lifeguard uniform + a black cap. He went to where his friends were for a little while & went the other direction.
I lost him for a few seconds but then I caught him going down the stairs WAY on the right side of the Surf Beach. So in my head I was freaking out like hell saying,"shitShitSHIT! He's coming HE'S COMING!" & he was walking towards where I was. I thought he saw me but then he stopped & just stood at his post which meant he didn't.
I decided not to chase him at first because that might make me look desperate but then I need to know how he is & what's our relationship status. I was somewhere in the middle so I went to the right. He was talking to a foreigner at first but as that person left, he finally glanced my way. He was walking towards me smiling & all he said was,"Hey...". I'm gonna sound like a total despo but I swear my heart melted & I fell INSTANTLY in love with him all over again.
His smile was just gorgeous (as to his body XD) & hearing him saying 'hey' was enough to make me feel weak in the knees. Even though my heart was racing like shit, I gave him that awkward look while saying,"Hi?". Why? Because it's weird. We fought on the 10th of June (yes, I still remember) , a week later I texted him a lame apology, he never answered any of my calls since I didn't answer his & I blamed myself like giler2 because I felt guilty for what I've done. If you've forgotten what I did, I unintentionally broke his heart.
Go ahead & ask Gowri, Lily and/or May about this. I've been depressed like friggin' shit. I cried for the 1st few weeks but I was a little better. But when that Saturday came, I started to cry again, having a feeling that he'll reject me. So, it was pretty weird when he came up to me smiling while selamba je saying 'hey'.
*sighs* The things that boy can do to make me melt. Anyways, after that, he asked what's up & I staggered a bit but got myself together & said the same lame apology I gave him almost 4 weeks ago (21st June) . So of course the inner me was trying her best to beat myself up until he said,"Nah... it's alright. I understood how you felt at that time so everything's cool" & gave the same heart-melting smile again.
Half of me felt like strangling that boy but my reaction was like,"...wurt...?" I just couldn't believe it. He forgave me? ... the hell? I mean, I was glad too of course but what the... so I was like,"Okay. So, what happened to your phone?". And so, he demonstrated by
Him holding his 'phone' at his ear & threw it!
I was shocked but bluntly asked,"Why did you break your phone?" & he shrugged also not answering me. But I can understand though. Maybe it was still working when I was calling or smsing but he can't see it 'cause there's a possibility the screen broke or something. So I asked,"Where's it now?" & he said it was broken. Haiz. That boy ah I tell you ah. Of course I know it's broken you slightly blur yet gorgeous fool. I asked WHERE it was. Not the condition of it because it's obvious =.="
Then he said,"It's in the repair shop". I wanted to blow because he might be lying but then, I calmed down & said okay. Hey, as his girlfriend I gotta at least trust him, no? So, I did & I was really glad to FINALLY see him after SO many months. Then I told him about me seeing all those girls who're friends in his Myspace & I just wanted to make sure he's not with any of them like in a serious way.
So he told me that some of them are just friends, some are close friends & that most of them are surfers. I was worried (more like jealous) of course so to make sure, I asked him,"Really?" & he answered yeah. I wasn't satisfied with that so I said,"Sumpah?" which made him gave me that look & said,"Sumpah!". I laughed to that because the way he said it (dah la while smiling) was so amusing XD Yes, amusing. Weird, huh? Pretty awkward situation I should say XP
I was relieved after all that so then I had the guts to as,"So what's our status now?" & he said he doesn't know. He added saying,"I just follow what you say". I was quiet while thinking because I was a little confused & he continued,"Are we on or off?". I know that question so I said on. Then he asked,"In what way?" so I like huh? In what way? How many types of onS are there?! To know, I asked him God knows how many times until he FINALLY answered. He said,"On as a friend or as a good friend or special...". I immeadiately understood by what he meant.
So I said,"Tak pernah as a friend or as a good friend. More than that" & I smiled proudly but inside, I was telling myself how stupid I was to answer so quickly like that. In this kind of situation, anything you do or say might end up being a mistake, no? I thought I did the biggest ones of all but he smiled & said,"Really? I think of you in that way too".
OMG!! For THAT part, I SWEAR I blushed like hell & felt like I was about to drop dead, go to heaven, suddenly wake up & think the whole thing's only a dream! *squeals loudly & jumps around like a total psycho* I. Cannot. Believe. He. Said. That. Someone just pinch me now & say it isn't so! It's just so surreal that it really happened! We met on the 18th of January, got together in a few days (wasn't really official but he started calling me baby & saying ILY) , had an argument on the 10th of June & on the 18th of July, it's official that we're together. So, yay!! XXDDDD
Okay... hyperventilating over. Not really =P I just can't get over it!! Anyways, we started talking & apparently, (I'm very disappointed in myself for this because I was so stupid) I had his name all wrong. It's not Lee Tony Wilson. It's Hazlee bin Supani & it's NOT a funny name so don't laugh! Get out of my blog if you're laughing or about to laugh!! XD I find it very cute =3
Well, I even asked him for his birthday because I nevere bothered to from the start (some girlfriend I turn out to be, huh?) & he told me it's next month but then I forgot the date. DARN MY LACKNESS OF REMEMBERING THINGS!!
Looks like I have to sneak out again. I doubt he put his real birth date on Myspace. Alot of people usually fake it. Haiz. Another thing I asked him was which college he went to. He gave me that "I can't believe you look" & said,"I never went to college" & I was like,"WHAT?!! SERIOUSLY?!!" so he said yeah. My face was like this o.O & I was practically gawking. Then he continued,"I dropped outta school when I was in Form 4". My thoughts were saying,"This guy never failed to amaze me... seriously".
So he continued saying how he liked work (what difference does that make from school work?) & that he'd love to be able to earn money on his own etc. etc. So yeah... he never went to college. Pretty weird yet amazing though. He's surviving (then what? Dying?) & that's good. W-O-W. After that I can't remember what else we talked about though XD
Yesh, my memory is THAT bad. Although his friend did kept passing by our way & when he did before I left, I showed him the middle finger & his reaction was,"Whoa! Kurang ajar!" so I said,"Tahu pun..." while smiling proudly. Haha! Weird friend. Lee was sweet enough to intro me to him though. His friend's okay I guess. Tolerable I suppose. Just minutes away from me going home, I had the chance to take a picture with him. I was there for more than an hour or so, but at least I was able to take a picture =)
Lee & Me ♥
Ta-da~ I still like Lily's reaction towards this picture =>
Lily => AWWWWWWWWWWW! ♥ can i steal both of you and put you in my "cutest couple evah" closet? xP
Well, that's it for that. I am STILL in disbelief after what happened!! X) Owh well. What's done is done =D Although I regret for not kissing him. Why? Because everytime he's in front or beside me (like really close) , I had the temptation to kiss him on the cheek.
Why not at the mouth? Because he was on duty which MIGHT get him fired & alot of people were there so it'd be awkward. Yes, I'm a total dumbass to NOT kiss him. I know you're saying 'tu la', Lils & Gowri! T.T
*sighs* Sad thing is, it's his last month working in Lagoon & he'll be moving to Pulau Perhentian after that. Darn. Thira & Alia (Alia Roslan: classmate) said it's in Terengganu. Please tell me that isn't true because that's SO FRIGGIN' FAR!! Dah la I forgot to tell him about IU Day AND Prom night. Darn my blurness & not being able to remember things. Grr.
Looks like my cash won't last for a month TT~TT because I need to buy a friggin' dress for IU Day unless I can borrow someone's vest so that I can wear something else, I need to pay for prom before August comes since it's at least RM20 cheaper & I'm gonna sneak out again which of course includes $$
So yeah. I won't last for a month. Damn. Anyways, about my new addiction, (thanks to Timmy) I'm now addicted to Guitar Geek on Facebook. I started playing the Easy Mode but it got me bored pretty fast so I decided to play Hard Mode. Was pretty hard at first but I managed to control my fingering which ended up beating Mahesh's highscore for that level XD
That's SO awesome! On my first try I ACTUALLY beat someone's highscore. On the same day (today) , I beat everyone else's highscore & was the highest for Hard Mode. After that, I decided to try Geek Mode which was the hardest. Wasn't easy though. I beat Mahesh (again XD) & just today I beat Daniel Wong!
Woohoo!! I rule!! XD The highest was Timmy at first but then Danny Mak Wai Hong (schoolmate) became the highest. Been trying to beat Timmy first but my score kept getting lower and/or I just beat my own score.
Gotta try harder I guess. Well, that's it. Nothing more, nothing less. Well, I gotta go now. Gots tuition at 8. Ciao!
shn is glad he forgave her & is with her once more
I'll always love you, Lee ♥
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