Okay, Shana. SPM's around the corner. Why the hell are you blogging?! *answers self* Well, it was just so tempting to check my mails & such. I thought I'd stop the moment I'm done. But, a new game on Facebook called Diva Life got me hooked until I reached Level 6.
*replies self* Don't you wanna get into college? Don't you want to get yourself a nice job you like in the future? Wake up & smell the cut-down trees! This is your LAST chance!
*answers self again* Okay okay okay. Gawd. Screw SPM weih.
I'm already at the 225th page of Ring Fire. Why can't I be serious, concentrate in class & actually study? 1) My only problem is my laziness 2) The computer is in my room 3) My hands are itching to hold a story book while my eyes are twitching to read the words written in it
Excuses? Pretty much. I'm starting to sound more & more pathetic, huh? *sighs* Screw me, man. I think my other problem is that I'm becoming more stupid. No, not in an insulting way. I mean, I REALLY am becoming more stupid. I've already forgotten how to write a proper formal letter, letter of complaint & articles. I'm slowly forgetting simple words whether its in BM or English & it takes me a long while to remember it.
I'm confessing here & I think I sound pretty lame. Or is it just me? *shrugs* Another shocking news, I failed BM for my trials o.O No way am I gonna use my trial results to get into college. SPM's my final shot. There'll be nothing to lose if I actually focused.
Anyways, I gotta go now. It's already 1:40 in the morning & I'm reading Ring Fire instead of studying. Gotta start tomorrow I guess. Ciao & goodnight.
shn is worried
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