Hey there... well, I'm no longer in the mood for anything. Even though daddy's bringing me to Sunway Pyramid to buy my birthday present, I don't feel excited for it. So yeah. About the title, Senpai was in my house... with a new girlfriend! :O
I mean. It's not that shocking for me. He had loads before. Plus, it was really awkward since I couldn't help but remember that night. To those who don't know, Senpai's my dad's friend. He's 28, freakishly tall & I dunno what else. Him being prasan that he's handsome amuses me for some reason.
Anyways, yeah. About 'that night' that I mentioned was that on the same day Okasan passed away, he kissed me. He thought I'd feel better after he did so. Was he wrong. It's SO weird!
I don't even have those kind of feelings towards the guy! Dah la he's my dad's friend! Which was why I felt abit awkward seeing him again. Hmm. Owh well. And again, read the title. I don't feel like having my so-called 'REAL birthday celebration' anymore.
Why? I ticked off one of my guests. How do you think I feel after doing so? I feel so fucking stupid! He didn't do anything wrong! Plus, I made his day worse! What kind of a bloody friend am I?! URGH!!
So yeah. I don't feel like 'celebrating' anymore because of that. And I was on the verge to tell everyone I know I don't wanna go for prom. Mainly because I didn't feel like it whether it's the most 'important' part of my senior year or not. But when I saw last year's senior prom photos, I decided to go for the fun of it.
Looking at those pictures really made me think. So yeah. I wanna enjoy myself. And since there's a possibility I'm going to Kitschen tomorrow, I'm gonna buy myself a prom dress.
Sorry, Mak. I don't feel like wearing the dress you bought me for my school prom. Although I'd wear it to the mini prom Gowri & Iylia are organizing. So, yay. Wooptidoo. Anyways, I'm finally done with The Extended Version Of The Diary Of Anne Frank just today before BM tuition.
I have 9 books to read plus the book Lily's gonna buy me as my birthday present *sighs* The majority of things I got for my birthday => books. I have enough of them already! Owh well. At least I won't be bored after SPM.
10 days left, people! Gowri, start panicking! Gotta go. National Treasure: The Book Of Secrets is on. Ciao, y'all.
shn is still not in the mood
Angel - Atilia
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