Okay. I get that you love me & you worry me so I'm grateful that you actually care but seriously, STOP LECTURING ME!!
I KNOW the world's not as safe as it used to be back then! I KNOW alot of girls/guys die by getting raped & bla! I KNOW I can't just go out without letting you know! I KNOW I can't trust anyone so easily!
WHAT IF I don't trust you & the rest of the family?! WHAT IF I DO go out without letting you know?!
Also, STOP JUDGING MY FRIENDS!! Just because you haven't MET most of them, that DOES NOT mean you have the fucking right to judge them JUST LIKE THAT!! How would YOU feel if I judge YOUR friends, huh?!
WHAT IF I go & say,"Owh god.. your friends are so fucking ugly & you call some of mine ugly? They're prettier than these old geezers"? Terasa tak?!
I've known my friends LONGER than you've heard me mentioning them! So, SHUT THE FUCK UP or I'm SERIOUSLY gonna do something about it!! Plus, it was NEVER funny when you make fun of them either!
So what if they're not THAT smart?! You don't have to go ahead & say "They're stupid" like it's NOTHING!!
So what if they're not at all that pretty?! Like I'm pretty?! You know, it's weird. Back then when I had really long hair, you've always complained on how much I looked like a pontianak.
Who the hell did you think you were talking to?! A wall?! You're not the ONLY person in this entire world who has feelings!!
Then, when I wanted to cut my hair for YOUR sake & for you to FINALLY shut up, you suddenly said "Alaa, Shana. Sayang la potong rambut" Make up your bloody mind!! Just say YES or NO to LONG hair or SHORT hair!!
It's NOT that difficult!! When I had my boycut hair, you called me ugly & said that if I don't wear tudung in school, everyone will start laughing.
How would you know?! Do you even go to the school & ask them how I look?! The 1st group of people who saw it were my close classmates & they LOVED it!! They DIDN'T laugh NOR did they MAKE FUN OF ME!!
After you complained about me & my 'ugly-ness' you suddenly said "You were so pretty when you had long hair" & I'm like WHAT?!
You YOURSELF said that I looked like a pontianak & out of the blue after so many years you FINALLY said I was pretty?! Owh wow~! BRA-VO!! THAT'S the way to make it all disappear!
WHAT. THE. HELL!! And about the world not being safe & bla, SHUT UP!! You remind me EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY!!
EVEN when I'm ONLY going to school!! Is it SO wrong for me to have a NORMAL life & hang out with my friends w/o a care in the world?! Aren't you THANKFUL AT ALL that I've been safe throughout my whole entire life?!
How come I don't hear Adam getting lectured by his mom?! Is it because he's a GUY & I'm a GIRL?!
WHAT THE FUCK!! That's JUST gender!! I'm pretty sure guys get killed & raped too!! Not as much as girls do BUT STILL!! And you Owh-So-Selamba say I can ONLY hang out with my cousins because it's SAFE-R!
BULLSHIT!! It's STILL the SAME thing only we're RELATED!! Not MUCH of a difference there!
FYI, you're not ALWAYS right & we ALL make mistakes! Which is why we're HUMAN!! I'm not a robot! I'm SO bloody 'sorry' for not being Little Miss Perfect in the family!
And don't think whatever fucked up thing you've said or will say is gonna bring me down! Think I don't dare to sneak out? THINK AGAIN!!
And again, DON'T JUDGE MY FRIENDS!! You DO NOT have the right to do so & it's NEVER funny when you MAKE FUN OF THEM!! And hello?!! I know them WAY better AND longer than YOU DO!!
They are NOT killers, drug addicts NOR are they psychos! What if one day I ask "Mana Mak tahu.. kalau Mak sendiri yang pembunuh macam mana?".
You DARE to answer that?! I'd like to see you try!! T_T I'll NEVER have respect for you if you continue doing this! I. Don't. Care!! Go ahead & throw me out of the house if you feel like it! Be my guest.
shn is so fucking pissed
Don't wanna hear it, Get out get out get out get out of my way~
I KNOW the world's not as safe as it used to be back then! I KNOW alot of girls/guys die by getting raped & bla! I KNOW I can't just go out without letting you know! I KNOW I can't trust anyone so easily!
WHAT IF I don't trust you & the rest of the family?! WHAT IF I DO go out without letting you know?!
Also, STOP JUDGING MY FRIENDS!! Just because you haven't MET most of them, that DOES NOT mean you have the fucking right to judge them JUST LIKE THAT!! How would YOU feel if I judge YOUR friends, huh?!
WHAT IF I go & say,"Owh god.. your friends are so fucking ugly & you call some of mine ugly? They're prettier than these old geezers"? Terasa tak?!
I've known my friends LONGER than you've heard me mentioning them! So, SHUT THE FUCK UP or I'm SERIOUSLY gonna do something about it!! Plus, it was NEVER funny when you make fun of them either!
So what if they're not THAT smart?! You don't have to go ahead & say "They're stupid" like it's NOTHING!!
So what if they're not at all that pretty?! Like I'm pretty?! You know, it's weird. Back then when I had really long hair, you've always complained on how much I looked like a pontianak.
Who the hell did you think you were talking to?! A wall?! You're not the ONLY person in this entire world who has feelings!!
Then, when I wanted to cut my hair for YOUR sake & for you to FINALLY shut up, you suddenly said "Alaa, Shana. Sayang la potong rambut" Make up your bloody mind!! Just say YES or NO to LONG hair or SHORT hair!!
It's NOT that difficult!! When I had my boycut hair, you called me ugly & said that if I don't wear tudung in school, everyone will start laughing.
How would you know?! Do you even go to the school & ask them how I look?! The 1st group of people who saw it were my close classmates & they LOVED it!! They DIDN'T laugh NOR did they MAKE FUN OF ME!!
After you complained about me & my 'ugly-ness' you suddenly said "You were so pretty when you had long hair" & I'm like WHAT?!
You YOURSELF said that I looked like a pontianak & out of the blue after so many years you FINALLY said I was pretty?! Owh wow~! BRA-VO!! THAT'S the way to make it all disappear!
WHAT. THE. HELL!! And about the world not being safe & bla, SHUT UP!! You remind me EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY!!
EVEN when I'm ONLY going to school!! Is it SO wrong for me to have a NORMAL life & hang out with my friends w/o a care in the world?! Aren't you THANKFUL AT ALL that I've been safe throughout my whole entire life?!
How come I don't hear Adam getting lectured by his mom?! Is it because he's a GUY & I'm a GIRL?!
WHAT THE FUCK!! That's JUST gender!! I'm pretty sure guys get killed & raped too!! Not as much as girls do BUT STILL!! And you Owh-So-Selamba say I can ONLY hang out with my cousins because it's SAFE-R!
BULLSHIT!! It's STILL the SAME thing only we're RELATED!! Not MUCH of a difference there!
FYI, you're not ALWAYS right & we ALL make mistakes! Which is why we're HUMAN!! I'm not a robot! I'm SO bloody 'sorry' for not being Little Miss Perfect in the family!
And don't think whatever fucked up thing you've said or will say is gonna bring me down! Think I don't dare to sneak out? THINK AGAIN!!
And again, DON'T JUDGE MY FRIENDS!! You DO NOT have the right to do so & it's NEVER funny when you MAKE FUN OF THEM!! And hello?!! I know them WAY better AND longer than YOU DO!!
They are NOT killers, drug addicts NOR are they psychos! What if one day I ask "Mana Mak tahu.. kalau Mak sendiri yang pembunuh macam mana?".
You DARE to answer that?! I'd like to see you try!! T_T I'll NEVER have respect for you if you continue doing this! I. Don't. Care!! Go ahead & throw me out of the house if you feel like it! Be my guest.
shn is so fucking pissed
Don't wanna hear it, Get out get out get out get out of my way~
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