Daisypath Anniversary tickers

2/25/10

Dearest Okasan


Words cannot describe how much I miss you. Everytime I see a picture of you, your name or even hear someone mention you, reality strikes me hard & the hole in my heart can be seen once more.

Almost 7 months already passed by & even to this day, I still can't believe that you're no longer with us.

It's something we never thought would happen so soon. Yes, even though you were 51, we didn't expect you to go at such an age & when you still had so much to do. Mak is doing better than before.

Alhamdulillah for that. So far, I know 3 people who would exchange their lives for yours. Mak Ngah, Haris & me.

I wasn't sure what Mak Ngah said, but me & Haris talked it out & agreed we'd exchange our lives for yours. As long as Mak is happy. Why? Because, the both of us feel like we have no purpose in life.

And even though there are many people around us, we feel so.. unloved. We only felt this way ever since you left.

Once again, no one in this family knows I'm shedding my tears. Well, for now, only my readers know. Sorry, you guys for making y'all worry. I couldn't help it. Nor could I hold it in.

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