Ignore my post title.. again, I can't think of any xP Anyways, I didn't do much yesterday. Was rotting at home as usual then went out for dinner. Ugh.
Quite the boredom actually =_= But, the day before, I was seriously feeling suicidal. I was even thinking of ways to end my life. I don't think I should mention them =S Later that night, boy.. did I get a good scolding from Onii-san.
I prepared myself by saying "Crap.. get ready for a LONG lecture, Shana". So, he called me & said ALOT of stuff.
I felt bad the moment he said "Don't you love your Abang anymore?". At that point, I was like "Shit.. now you've done it, Shana. Way to go *claps sarcastically*" Not that I hate him for doing so.
I'm glad. I mean, it's not everyday he scolds me or even lectures me like that. He never did before.
And again, I'm glad he did though. He instantly snapped me back to reality. And trust me, I'm NEVER going on a suicidal mood again =X Y'all can count on that. No, I'm not kidding. I'm serious.
Other than that, I'm going to Langkawi tomorrow for the umpteenth time. Owh joy =_= More boredom. Yippee.. I'm SOOOO stoked. Not.
Ugh. I'm getting sick of Langkawi. I've done everything there is to do there EXCEPT going there with my friends. It would be alot of fun if the parents are more sporting & open-minded.
There's nothing else for me to say at the moment. I'll just go bathe, eat breakfast & continue watching Toaru Kagaku no Railgun. Cya~
shn says she feels okay la
Each day's a gift & not a given right..
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