How pathetic & such a sad case I am. Why? Well first of all, Z (can't remember his full name) AKA my 3rd ex confessed to me he does 'it' to other girls.
Including his ex & he thought he could make it up to me by us doing 'it' too. Thank God I refused.
But still, his reason for telling me was that I was such a 'good & innocent girl', he couldn't bare to keep it from me.
I'm glad he confessed but, I didn't want that kind of relationship. So I broke it off & we never spoke again.
Then the next one (you know who you are so, be glad i'm not mentioning your name) told me he had around 13 before me.
That ticked me off so yeah. But we're still keeping in touch because, the past is the past & we're leaving it at that.
Then Lee came along. But he left me for another who's obviously prettier & more fun than me. I had a feeling it was too good to be true.
Why? Because he's smokin' hott & has a bod to die for. Dah la he's a surfer & speaks a few other languages.
Lastly, you came along. The moment we were together, all the good things that were happening, I told myself "Something's not right".
And hell yeah. All the things that happened soon after *sighs* Man, I feel so fucked up now.
I'm so fucking gullible. Why's that? I mean, wtf! Gawd! I feel like slapping myself hard for being so bloody stupid!
Of all things to be my weakness! Men! Gah! Fuck you, Shana! fuck you Fuck You FUCK YOU!!
You're such a bitch! Look what happened! Yeah sure. You'll probably be stronger than ever after officially getting over it.
But hell! You're still as gullible as ever! All the sweet talks & all that bullshit of them all loving you 'til the end!
You whore! You slut! wtf Wtf WTF!! Where's your pride, girl?! Gawd! You'll never learn, will you?! *slaps self* BITCH!!
shn is pissed with herself
Hey, you.. yes, you. That commented on my cbox saying all the stuff I never thought was true. Thanks for the warning, btw. Too bad I didn't listen.. but still, thanks alot
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