Just when I thought I was on the verge of tears when I saw that sign he bought for the both of us.
I only didn't because my family was there & I'm pretty sure they expect me to be myself soon.
Just looking at the paper thing I made back in Langkawi almost brought me to tears like a waterfall.
But then, when I continued reading If I Stay by Gayle Forman, just knowing Adam's love towards Mia..
*sighs* You know the drill. THAT made me cry but only for a short while & I've also been listening to What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts.
I can't go through this. Not alone anyway :'( And hating you is the last thing I want to do because, I don't.
Even after all you did, I can never bring myself to hate you. Why? Because as pathetic as I sound, believe it or not, I still love you.
Mostly everything that surrounds me reminds me of you, tau tak? Fuck it. I hate this feeling. I don't want to go through this. Cya~
shn wants to know why
Am I such a burden to you to have deserved this? Was I really someone that meant so much to you? Did you actually love me in the first place?
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