Exams + Sleeping Late = FAIL!!

Hey there! I know I haven't updated for quite a while but I've been trying to once I've uploaded ALL the cusome DAVID ARCHULETA pictures I had & videos I watched but Blogger's being a total f***ing piece of crap so I guess I can't. *sighs*

Well, had Accounts Paper 2 & BM Paper 1 today... I'm practically dead for Accounts thanks to my sleepiness (what to do? I'm pretty stubborn) & my horrible memory for not being able to remember how this or that format's suppose to look like. Question 2 was the ONLY thing I could do but I couldn't remember the friggin' format so *bashes head to the wall* I screwed it up. F Accounts weih... but I'm taking it for my grandparents' sake =.=

Owh well... BM wasn't bad for me but I totally DIE for Bahagian A because from 10.55 - 12.45 (exam starts from 10.55 - 1.10) I did my Bahagian B which was 424 words (yes, apparently I'm a sucker to remember dumbass things) ! Unbelievable? Well, it's pretty simple.

Bahagian B always has different types of 'karangan' you want to write & there were 5. So I picked the last one & it said something like,"You borrowed a novel from the school library & found it eye-catching (or something like that) . Write down all the aspects of the novel you found interesting." It wasn't much of a problem for me, really, because I've been reading "Chronicles of Amber" (yes, it's a novel) for God knows how long until now I'm not even halfway yet thanks to school.

So yeah... I got my whole heart & mind into it. In the end, I felt pretty good for what I wrote even though my tatabahasa sucks to the max XD But I have confidence for it & hope it can make me pass if I don't screw BM Paper 1 =O

Well, will be having Science the whole day so I'm pretty sure I'll pass but I need to buck up quick on my Form 4 since I made ALOT of mistakes for the test paper Pn. Aini asked us to do a few days ago. I HATE it when I get a C for my Science. It's SO not me from last year until now because I love Science INCLUDING Maths & English.

So there's no way I'd let the marks go low & if I did, I'm gonna study my butt off!! ;P Well, I watched Resident Evil Degeneration for like the 4th time today (yes, I love it so blah! :D) ! And it's pretty realistic-looking so it makes the whole thing awesome-er. LEON!! <3

Before getting into the car after school today, Yean Thoong told me Syamil's older twin brother, Syabil likes me! :o And he's 15!! =O Well, it's pretty sweet knowing another guy likes me but I'm just worried I might break his heart unconsciously & I hate myself if I ever did. It never exactly crossed my mind though because we just met yesterday but knowing the fact he asked me to let go of my hair & waited for me once BM exam was over.

It's unexpected, really because not in my whole life I'd ever thought a guy or more would like/fall in love with me. Not once! But at 1st, ONE guy proved me wrong & that was Syahmi. You can read about it in my other blog... it still exists but it's been dead since last year.

Sure he's annoying, freakishly weird & stuffz but that's how/who he is! He CAN be sweet at those kinda times & there are days when he's serious, not playful like he always is. I don't exactly hate him & I never will. He's been there through my ups & downs, supported me when I needed it, made me laugh even when I didn't want to... surprisingly (this might freak you out, Lils, May) , I find it a very nice thought knowing that he kissed me.

Yes, he kissed me & yes, I like the thought of it. The minute it pops up in my mind I tend to blush & maybe smile about it. I might sound like a total desperado here but there are times when I wished we had our last before we broke up. Syahmi, I know you're reading this... I gave you my blog URL. You can say whatever shit you want about me but one thing's for sure, I never stopped caring about you. You're a total pain in the ass but that doesn't stop me from loving you as a friend.

Okay, I know I'm taken & so are you but I'm just saying what I've been wanting to say these years. I feel a little relieved to have let it out here *phew Glad that's off my shoulders... anyways, watched American Idol tonight.

And guess what? KRIS ALLEN'S IN THE FINALS!! *squeals like a total psycho* I hope HE'S the next American Idol this year! Even if he's not, I support him ALL the way just as I did with DAVID ARCHULETA!! X) Well, I called Lily & we both were being total jakuns talking about Kris Allen which suddenly turned to a DAVID ARCHULETA subject ;P Then we started talking about relationships & stuffz. Well, I'm sure she'll tell you guys =D

Now, I'm off to bed. It's already... OMG! IT'S 2 IN THE MORNING!! =O I gots Science exam tomorrow!! SHEEP!! I'm SO dead!! o.O Well, enjoy my playlist which I dedicate to ALL ArchAngels. This is Shana... signing off.

I'll always love you, Lee <3