Okay... so I went there yesterday with my plans all set. It was almost ruined but I got there anyway.
Apparently, I wasted my time. Why? It was friggin' closed. Atuk said that the guard told him it's closed on Tuesdays. What kind of fucked up info is that?! Closed on Tuesdays?! BULLSHIT!! So, I cried on the phone while talking to May & after that I told Lils.
I went back home of course feeling upset & all. So I slept it off although I wanted to punch the wall really badly & hurt myself on purpose but that never happened.
And today, I went online... went to his Myspace & guess what? On his comment box, there's this girl with the name 'Haizi Scully' saying the 1st thing I hate. "Baby..." So, I guessed he IS that kind of guy & how stupid I've been to fall for him.
Why didn't I just let him go? Owh. I was head over heels for the guy & I'm admitting it here & now. I was desperate, naive, and idiotic. How can I not see this? I was blinded by his words & smile. Hey, a girl can't help it when she's finally found the guy of her dreams.
Therefore, I don't know what to do anymore. Should I go there today? I kind of don't mind wasting RM58 for that jerk.
Anyways, I'm going now. Have piano class -_- Ciao, everyone.
shn can't believe she fell for a guy like him
"You swore to me saying they're just friends... are they really? Is this a game to you, sayang...?"
Well well well. I found something on his Myspace profile & I was blur enough not to see it. In Myspace we all have shout outs or something like that, right? Well, he said,"I'm crazy about you!"
Hmph. Friggin' jerk. There are far more better fishes in the sea just waiting for me. I'm not gonna fall into your trap. Not anymore.
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