Some say me getting engaged is a retarded thing, others say it's the most ridiculous/stupid/crazy/wrong decision I've ever made, while the rest are happy for me.
So, I'd like to know, who're in any one of these categories? And to those who said they're happy for me, are you REALLY?
Don't lie to me. I seriously don't want anyone lying to me anymore. Whether my feelings or whatever will be hurt or not, be painfully honest with me. I don't care. I'd like to hear y'all say it straight to my face.
Phur See May, Gowri Chitra Martin & Iylia Aziz, what am I to you now?
It doesn't feel like the title bestfriend belong to me anymore. So, what am I? A bitch? A whore? A slut? A cunt? A fucked up girl? A moron? An idiot? A psycho? A dumbass? All of that?
Seriously, be painfully honest with me. If there's an insult I missed, then do comment this to tell me what I am to you.
To all who knows me & thinks me being engaged is stupid/retarded/whatever, am I your enemy now? Am I no longer your friend? Not even close? A stranger? A nobody? A loser?
I can go on & on with this. I've heard many insults in my life & there are times I'd like to hear my friends say it without a single hint of sarcasm.
So what's it gonna be? Just to remind those I've known for so long, I would never treat any of you like dirt but if I did in the past, then I'm sorry. I was very stupid back then & I think I am still.
What I said to Ken came out from my dad. Not me. He doesn't have Facebook so it had to be me typing all that.
I shall repeat, I DID NOT say anything that I typed out on Facebook to Ken. I was ONLY TYPING. All that so-called 'boat load of crap' came from my dad. NOT ME. If you still don't get that, then forget it.
And FYI, I said I MIGHT see my mom. As in maybe yes, maybe no. If yes, then for sure my grandma's gonna hire bodyguards.
If not, then I don't know what to say. So one last thing to Ken, thanks a whole lot for downloading me songs & reuniting me with my mom. That's it. Boohoo for me. I lost a friend.
I JUST got better from flu today & now, I have a fever. Great. What a way to end the day =_= Cya~
2 comments:
it doesnt matter to me whether you being engaged is a crazy thing.. at first yes... i tot so too , but after seeing the looks on both of your faces, Im glad you did it... i was proud to be there to witness it all..
Now im honestly proud of you for expressing yourself out to let them know the real person hiding inside for so long... Anyways... abg will always stand by ur side no matter Wat! that abg can guarantee you :)
shana, i would be lying if i said it was a brilliant idea to get engaged at a young age. when i heard it at first i was like 'OMG! at 19?!' ask my sis, haha. but hearing from farah of how firdaus is i'm sure he's gonna take good care of you ;)it's not such a crazy idea after all :P in other words, i'm 100% purely happy for you :)
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